…I ripped an innocent baby of life and I feel horrid and terrible…
Thank you a lot for your response, I am a born again christian I have repented and it ate me up each day when I thought of what I had done instead I wanted to have another child so deeply and even now I am desperate for another child I guess that you could call it closure, I would love to have another child I wish I hadnt done what I did I really regret it and if I could turn the clock I would undo what I did just to give my baby a chance at life I ripped an innocent baby of life and I feel horrid and terrible.  I have advised other woman away from abortion and yes I have saved lives because some women listened to me.  I dont want to see another innocent precious gift being ripped off the face of this earth. Lebogang from Mexico.

Hello and thank you for your website. I found out at 18 I was pregnant and the father of my son left me because I wouldn't have an abortion. I was only five weeks, and his family being Chinese was very angry at my choice to go ahead with having my son. I had no money, high school qualifications, job, car or friends in the end. However, I'm now 22, my son is 4 this year, and I have attained university entrance and am studying for my degree. Life is hard but so much more rewarding due to the love of my life, my son. No one could comprehend the love. Yours sincerely, Jennifer, New Zealand.

Hello, my name is Janet. I am only in Year 12. I am 15 years old and might be pregnant but I am not deciding to abort my baby. I wouldn't do such a thing like that in my whole life for whatever they'd give me. Well, I am doing a science fair project on abortion. I am showing how babies look when they are aborted. I would like a few videos and some pictures to show the people how they kill them.  Well, I appreciate you for listening to my words. Thank you
Janet. United States.

The images I have seen in this website have opened my eyes to abortion!
Why should little tiny babies suffer for our mistakes?
If people feel they can't look after a child well there are plenty of other people who would love a child!. Abortion is selfish and people who carry out this
procedure are murders! I think it should be made illegal all over the world!. Sinead

Why any person would want to do this to an innocent child is totally beyond me. The pictures are horrific! A child has no say in their life so they depend on their mother to make their choices for them. It's not fair that mothers would want to do this to their own flesh and blood. The child has no chance in life in this way and for to have your life ended so cruelly before it has had a chance to begin, in my opinion, is awful. Becci. Ireland

...Your website has helped me to understand abortion...
I have a friend who is 2 weeks pregnant and she wants to have an abortion. She doesn't want to tell her parents about it, what can I tell her to do? the baby's dad has ran away and I really want to help her. Your website has helped me to understand abortions; I couldn't find another website like yours.
Cynthia from US.

…I am going to go through with this because I am not a killer…
I am glad that I found this site because reading everyone's incidents made me speak up about what I almost did. I found out I was pregnant again on May 27, 2005. By that time I was already 4 weeks pregnant and I already had a daughter who had just turned 5 months old. So I was really freaked out. To be honest, I wasn't happy at all. I felt overwhelmed because overall I had a low tolerance in children anyways and I just started going back to my old self emotionally and physically after having my first daughter. Emotionally, I felt that I couldn't possibly be able to take care of two babies who were gonna be close together. The first thing that came to my mind was abortion and I told my fiance of 3 years about it. He wasn't too happy. He was finding ways to convince me to keep it and I was being stubborn and telling him that I didn't care what he had to say. In a way, I was being selfish. All I cared about was how I wanted to feel. My fiance' said that even though he didin't like my decision he would still support me. And I could look at his face and tells he was saddened. I cared but didn't care at the same time. I didn't tell my mom until...June 18th of 2005. I told her my situation about wanting to get an abortion and she automatically told me to DO IT. Her attitude had seemed like she wanted me to do what she wanted me to do and in a way I doubted the decision, but every time my mom would ask I would somewhat lie to her and tell her yeah I was gonna do it. In the back of my mind I asked myself "Am I ready to take care of a newborn so soon?" My mom would call me everyday telling me what other people have told her on where to get the abortion at and what it may cost. And how it made them "do better" knowing they don't have to think about a baby. All I could say was uh-huh and yeah. I had my up and down days where I would feel confident that I could get the abortion and continue raising my current daughter. And there are my days where I would feel that maternal love for this unborn child. Or I would be cranky and very moody not knowing what the hell I wanted to do. Then one day when I was 9 weeks pregnant I was looking through the internet to find out about abortions and I noticed that they had photos of these aborted babies. I looked at whichever ones I was able to look at and I literally cried because all I kept thinking about was my daughter. Every time I looked at her precious face all I could think was that I would NEVER hurt her like that or in any way, shape or form. So I kept looking and looking and I grew upset at these doctors who would perform such a thing and upset with these mothers who would think of doing such a thing! I cried hard and for a long time. And my daughter looked at me with those big eyes. And because of it I had told myself I am going to keep this child I am carrying regardless of the situation. I am going to go through with this because I am not a killer. I told my fiance' about it while I cried and he gave me a hug and told me he was glad I didn't make that decision because it's wrong to take a innocent life. I am currently still carrying this baby at 30 weeks and I'm having a girl. She is due on February 5, 2006. And I'm glad that I never successfully started going through with aborting this child because I know I would feel guilty for the rest of my life. And the reality of the life I have inside me did not hit me until after I felt my baby move inside me. And I just wanted to say that if anyone is thinking about getting an abortion, please think twice because being a woman and carrying a life inside of you is the most beautiful thing in this world and the most beautiful experience...
Melissa from Us.

I am myself an abortion survivor...
I really thank you for your fight against the slaughtering that's going on today. It really grieves and angers me that there's people who actually promote this torture of a living breathing human being that can already feel pain. Please, tell me how can I do my part to help stop this. I am my self an abortion survivor in 1981. CHILDREN have been slaughtered ever since the beginning when Pharow slaughtered the first born Israelites and Herod slaughtered children to get to Jesus. Every time before God makes an eminent move, children are always killed. Keep up the great work and God bless you.
Luciano.

Now I'm living because my mom didn't abort me...
HI, I want to comment and to thank for this page. Continue doing this great JOB and the blessing GOD BLESS you.
I'm gland in heart because of this page, I have learned many things in Life. Now, I know that if it happens, if I fall pregnant, it is better to give birth than to kill my own blood and the gift that comes from God. I hope many girls and women can stop doing abortion because to me is a sin unto God and HE is not happy with it. Now I'm living because my mom didn't abort me, I think of how is nice to be loved and how is nice to have someone who loves you. The love that we are getting from our parents, the one that the unborn baby needs. So let's stop killing and let's give others a chance to live as you're living. I THANK YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND MY SOUL BECAUSE THIS IS THE INFORMATION I WANTED TO KNOW ALL ALONG.
YOUR FRIEND,
HLAMULO MAKELANE

“Congratulations for your page. It is a valuable help”
I want to tell you my case. I am a law student and have four more semesters to complete my studies.
About two years and four months ago I got pregnant. That was a beautiful girl that I brought into life to this world. It never crossed my mind the abortion, even though the father of my daughter abandoned me.
But some time after, I felt in love and got pregnant; I though I was going to start a new family but at the end I realized he was a married man. It was late for a regular abortion, so I got a micro cesarean section. When they finished the surgery, I heard a baby crying. When I opened my eyes there was nothing there. Two hours after the operation the nurse told me my baby was still moaning. My soul felt broke, I lived the most horrible nightmare. I regretted what I had just done and asked my baby to be taken to an incubator to try to save her, but I realized that my repentance came too late, my baby girl died at 3 a.m.

That happened almost a month ago. There is no one day that I forget the face of my daughter, her little hands, and I felt horrified when I think the way she suffered having neither oxygen, nor the warm of a mother.
I must tell that I buried her and gave her the name of ANGELA ELIONOR. I don’t know if one day I will forgive myself for what I did, but I can say that I deeply repent and see in my daughter a baby that I killed and didn’t deserve to die.
Someone from Bolivia.

First of all, I want to say congratulations for that interesting article that I just read. I want to tell you about my story because I think it might be important for other persons.
I am…my name I will keep secret. Short time ago I realized that I was pregnant with my boyfriend’s child, who I love very much. I am the older of two sisters and the one supposed to set the good example.
When this happened, the first idea that came into my mind was the abortion. I commented about the pregnancy to a supposed friend with the purpose of making her to get some abortion pills for me. I thought that would be an easy solution to my situation due to the fact that I still have one more semester to finish my studies. I was afraid from my fellow student’s gossip.
The worst part is that my boyfriend wanted me to proceed with the abortion. What happened then is that my mother had a premonition. She noticed that I was very nervous and asked me if I was pregnant. I had not choice but to tell her the truth.
Even though she felt hurt, she said she would help me. She said hat a child was not something to be embarrassed about and that if my boyfriend was not going to be supportive, that was not a big deal. She was going to support me.
My sister, who amazes me more everyday being so mature for her age (17 years old), cried and said that what I had intended to do was one act of cowardice. She said I should face things. According to her, my life was not over but had changed, and I should assume the new situation.
At this moment I feel happy. I have the support from everybody because thanks God, my boyfriend changed his mind and now says that he is going to try harder for the three of us…
A friend.

My name is Andrea and my story is different.
I want to comment it: I was 15 years old and I was hanging around with my boyfriend, whom I loved. One day I started to feel dizzy; my boyfriend took me to the doctor. The doctor told me I was pregnant, I could not believe it! Since then I never saw my boyfriend again, he abandoned me. I didn’t know what to do, I felt alone, nobody else knew anything about it and I didn’t have the courage to tell my situation to anybody, much less to my parents. I got depressed, but what I had clear in my mind is that I would NEVER abort my child; because I think of abortion as a crime, and mainly because it is MY child, not the child of someone else. To me that means double crime. I thought that my life would change, but I also tought I had to be strong and keep on going. I gave birth to my baby and now he is one year old and I love him. My life has changed completely, but I am fine because I have in my arms a beautiful boy (the one who could have died if I had aborted).

I know that the subject of this page is the abortion, but I am so happy that I wanted to share (it was hard, but a child is a child).
Someone from Mexico.


About 4 years ago I got an abortion...
and I regret that. Nothing will replace my son (daughter). I denied life to that child; me, being his or her own mother. However, God blessed me with another daughter and I try to give her what I denied to my first child. The truth is that in the moment that you kill your son, you kill yourself; your life is not the same anymore. The regret is overwhelming. I will never forgive myself for having been his or her killer.
Lissetts from Peru

...for me it was very hard to renounce to my “perfect life”…
I want to tell you my story…about 2 years ago I got pregnant…by then I was 23 years old…I have always been the model child, the one who doesn’t fail…the one that sets the good example…for me it was very hard to renounce to my “perfect life”… to disappoint my parents, my family…I took some pills to lose the baby…but God gave me another opportunity…nothing happened…. I was feeling very bad physiologically. …But nothing happened! It was in that moment that I changed my mind. I decided to have my baby…. I felt afraid that those pills had harmed my child…. I begged to God to avoid harm on my baby because of the pills…. now my daughter is 1 and ½ years old…is a perfect girl, full of life…and makes me the happiest woman in earth…she motivates me to make many plans for the future….she is my driving force….my strength, and I thank God every day for giving me a second chance…. for having my baby with me…..Because she makes me immensely happy!....

We think that our life is over in those moments…but life is the better option…you won’t regret…and yes…I know that the life may became a bit harder…but God won’t abandon us…BELIEVE ME
Nati from Colombia

My story is the following...
At 19 years old I had a boyfriend and we had a good relationship. We loved each other. I became pregnant and we decided that we could not have that baby. My mother would “kill’ me; I didn’t know what to do. I was in the third semester in the university. I never got a pregnancy test; I thought that having a delayed period meant that I was pregnant. So, I got an abortion. Time went by and I kept seeing my boyfriend. Some time later the relationship finished because I didn’t love him anymore. I started to date someone else as a pretext to finish the relationship with my first boyfriend.
After a short time of dating this new person I got pregnant again, about the same date that I got pregnant the first time. Because of the same fear of disappointing my mother, I decided again to have an abortion. I dated this person for about three years and had another pregnancy scare.
I have not been a crazy person having relationships around. It happened to me; I never planned birth control methods. I used the natural method, I miscalculated and got pregnant. I never made myself a pregnancy test. My boyfriend didn’t want to have the baby and I didn’t have the courage to face my mother. I didn’t count on others too much when it came to these decisions; I always had the support of a friend. I don’t really know if I was pregnant or if it was only a delayed period. I just went ahead to get an abortion. I have begged forgiveness to God every time that I remember about this; I would not like to know that God has not forgiven me.

My biggest fear was that if one day I wanted to have a child from my husband, it would not be possible because of the wish of the Creator. I am afraid of the karma and I don’t know what consequences may come. After I finished my second relationship I met someone else. Three months later I became pregnant. We thought about it because we had seen each other for a very short period of time and we didn’t know what to do. After taking the test he said he would inject me. I was scared and nervous for the same reasons than before. I accepted his offer.

The injection didn’t make effect. My boyfriend even stepped on in my abdomen one day. We commit this kind of stupidities because of ignorance, because of fear of the family. In that moment fear of God disappears, other things blind you.
Today I have two beautiful girls; one is three years old and the other one year and seven months old. They are precious! Some times I think that maybe God has forgiven me and given me my children back within a home setting. I am now separated, but I live happily with my daughters, they are the most beautiful thing that life and God have given me.

I never would do that if I had the chance to live again. I think I deserve any punishment because the intention of my acts, because of my thoughts. Nothing justifies that, but I give infinite thanks to God for my beautiful girls; sometimes I think they are a gift from God, is like if he had given me another opportunity to make peace with him.

Hi! My name is Katy. Some years ago I felt in love with a guy, one year younger than me. I was 18 years old and he was 17 years old.
We had a very active sexual life…until I got pregnant. I got many tests; the result for the first two was negative, but still I didn’t get my period. I got a third test and the result was positive. In that moment I felt my world had fallen apart.
I had met his entire family and felt desperate. So, we made the decision of having an abortion. We contacted someone to make it. After having the abortion I felt very bad. I cried day after day without stopping, I felt desperate; I repented, and didn’t know what to do. Because of that, our relationship started to deteriorate…we grow distant and finally we broke off.

Time went by, but I could not feel at peace. I remembered what had happened every day. I could not live at peace with myself at that time, and until now I can’t still forget it….I always think how my baby would have been, if it was boy or a girl, to whom he or she would resemble, and many more things.
This was a wrong decision that affected my life a lot; I will never be able to overcome this pain. That decision also affected the person that I loved.
So, if you are pregnant, don’t doubt about bringing him or her to life. A child is the most precious gift you can receive from God. If you are blessed with being pregnant, go ahead with your pregnancy; you will never regret your decision.
Katy from Peru.

...what abortion is really about!
I think all of this information should be expressed more for the public to see and make people think about what abortion is really about!!!
Carrie from US

1 billion times more horrible...
Abortion is always seen by me as a crime. and after reading and seeing your page and pictures, that crime has become 1 billion times more horrible. Even a murder couldn't be more horrible. I thank you for everything I owe. With respect and gratitude.
Hoang from Vietnan

Testimony of Gianna Jessen
Hearing on H.R. 4292, the "Born-Alive Infants Protection Act of 2000"
House Judiciary Subcommittee on the Constitution
July 20, 2000ç
My name is Gianna Jessen. I would like to say thank you for the opportunity to speak today. I count it no small thing to speak the truth. I depend solely on the grace of God to do this. I am 23 years old. I was aborted and I did not die. My biological mother was 7 months pregnant
when she went to Planned Parenthood in southern California and they advised her to have a late-term saline abortion.

A saline abortion is a solution of salt saline that is injected into the mothers womb. The baby then gulps the solution, it burns the baby inside and out and then the mother is to deliver a dead baby within 24 hours.

This happened to me! I remained in the solution for approximately 18 hours and was delivered ALIVE on April 6, 1977 at 6:00 am in a California abortion clinic. There were young women in the room who had already been given their injections and were waiting to deliver dead babies. When they saw me they experienced the horror of murder. A nurse called an ambulance, while
the abortionist was not yet on duty, and had me transferred to the hospital. I weighed a mere two pounds. I was saved by the sheer power of Jesus
Christ.

Ladies and gentleman I should be blind, burned.....I should be dead! And yet, I live! Due to a lack of oxygen supply during the abortion I live with cerebral palsy.

When I was diagnosed with this, all I could do was lie there. "They" said that was all I would ever do! Through prayer and hard work by my foster
mother, I was walking at age 31/2 with the help of a walker and leg braces. At that time I was also adopted into my wonderful family. Today I am left
only with a slight limp. I no longer have need of a walker or leg braces.

I am so thankful for my Cerebral Palsy. It allows me to really depend on Jesus for everything.

When the freedoms of one group of helpless citizens are infringed upon, such as the unborn, the newborn, the disabled and so called "imperfect," what we do not realize is that our freedoms as a NATION and Individuals are
in great peril.

I come today in favor of this Bill, in favor of the Protection of Life. I come to speak on behalf of the infants who have died and for those appointed to death. Learned Hand, a well respected American Jurist (within our own century) said: " The spirit of liberty is the spirit which is not too sure that it is right; the spirit of liberty is the spirit which seeks to understand the minds of other men and women; the spirit of liberty is the spirit which weighs their interests alongside its own without bias; the spirit of liberty remembers that not even a sparrow falls to earth unheeded; the spirit of liberty is the spirit of
Him who, near 2000 years ago, taught mankind that lesson it has never learned, but has never quite forgotten; that there is a kingdom where the
least shall be heard and considered side by side with the greatest."

Where is the soul of America?! Members of this committee: where is YOUR heart? How can you deal with the issues of a nation without examining her soul? A murderous spirit will stop at nothing until it has devoured a nation. Psalm 53:1-3 says: "The fool has said in his heart, 'there is no God'; they are corrupt, and have done abominable iniquity; there is none who does
good. God looks down from heaven upon the children of men, to see if there are any who understand, who seek God. Every one of

them has turned aside; they have together become corrupt; there is none who does good, no, not one."

Adolph Hitler once said: "The receptive ability of the great masses is only very limited, their understanding is small; on the other hand their
forgetfulness is great. This being so, all effective propaganda should be limited to a very few points which in turn, should be used as slogans until the very last man is able to imagine what is meant by such words." Today's slogans are: "a woman's right to choose" and "freedom of choice," etcetera.

There was once a man speaking from hell (recorded in Luke 16) who said "I am tormented in this flame." Hell is real. So is Satan, and the same hatred that crucified Jesus 2000 years ago, still resides in the hearts of sinful people today. Why do you think this whole room trembles when I mention the name Jesus Christ? It is because He is REAL! He is able to give grace
for repentance and forgiveness to you and to America. We are under the judgement of God - but we can be saved through Christ. Romans 5:8-10 "But God demonstrates his own love towards us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him. For when we were ENEMIES we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life."

Death did not prevail over me....and I am so Thankful!!
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